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New Live Journal! [Jul. 26th, 2007|12:07 am]
Yep. I've got a new one. Please go add it! :)

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Barnes and Noble [Mar. 9th, 2007|11:24 pm]
[Current Mood | lonely]
[Current Music |Elliott Smith - Christian Brothers]

Spending four hours alone at a book/music/dvd/cafe store thing is actually very fun. I bought a CD for my mom, Elliot Smith. I also ordered 2 other CD's. Two that I have been wanting for a long time - Jason Becker's Perpetual Burn and Cacophony's Speed Metal Symphony. I read a Bust magazine, and a game informer and a DIY skirt book. I sat in the kid's section and got to watch all the creepy children who would run up to me saying "BLEEEEH!" Like they wanted to suck my blood or something. Creepy kids. It was uber crowded, but my friend never showed up. I was very disappointed. This is the second time this has happened, and I am beginning to lose hope in making good friends here. But as long as I have my mother, I think I will be happy. I mean, I have so far. I just wonder what my problem is. I am an all around happy person, I have a lot to talk about, I think I am pretty interesting. I like to have fun, I am outgoing. I don't judge anyone, I am just all around nice. What is it that I do wrong? I finally get the courage to ask a girl out, and nothing happens. It's a real downer. All of my best friends, my closest friends, the ones who would never hurt me or stand me up, the ones who are appreciative of me, are all guys. I love them all, but it does matter. At least to me. I need some girlfriends. It's been years. I can't even remember the last time I spent the night at a friend's house for a slumber party. Movie. Popcorn. I have longed for that kind of thing for a long time. I hate high school girls. Hate is a little too harsh for it. I'm growing tired of highschool girls and their games. I'm lonely. >_
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This is what I am going for. [Mar. 4th, 2007|05:00 pm]


My mum says my hair is thinning, so it's best I not bleach my entire head. I still want to though.

Your thoughts?

Should I do this, or go for the whole head or stick to tips?
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HAPPYYYYY BIRFDAAAY JUSTINNNNNNNNN [Mar. 4th, 2007|12:50 am]
I made this for my man. Heheheh.



I think it's funny! Harr harr! I laugh at my own comics! Harr!
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Ilona Mitrecey [Mar. 3rd, 2007|11:45 pm]
This is a French group, I assume it is for little kids. But.. GEEZE! It's totally cute, and fun and stuff. I love the music. It's repetitive, but hey, it's cute! Therefore I like it! But, ya' know, I actually have NO IDEA what this is. Maybe it isn't a group, but a kids show. I'm pretty sure it is a kids show actually.



That little girl thingy reminds me of myself. Everything looks like this to me, hehehe, especially while I am walking around hearing music in my head. I see things!! And skip around going EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

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London!! [Feb. 25th, 2007|12:07 pm]
[Current Mood | ecstatic]
[Current Music |Eddie Murphy - Boogie in Your Butt]

I will be leaving for London on the 24th! On the 22nd after school, I will head to Alabama. The next day, I will leave for Georgia, where I will board my plane and leave for London. I will arrive in London in the morning. Though, I think it will be the morning of the 24th! Time is weird.

I am very very very very excited! Thank you all for pulling me through that very emo moment of mine. I was just extremely shocked when my mama popped that out at me when I got home from school. It was very stressfull and more than anything SHOCKING.

We are already planning our trip! Well, we should be because we have less than 4 weeks left!!!! AHHHH!!!!

Time to go get ready for Amtgard!
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Spring break? London?? [Feb. 23rd, 2007|05:17 pm]
[Current Mood | confused]
[Current Music |YMCK - Synchronicity]

I have a once in a lifetime chance right now. I have the chance to go to London in four weeks. I'll be there for 18 days. I have never been overseas, or out of the south east at all, really. So I am incredibly shocked. Me and my mom have to order our tickets before midnight, and I am at a loss. I don't know what to do. I am scared. Scared to be in a plane, scared to be in a new world! London isn't safe anymore. That scares me. But why should I have to live in fear when I have some amazing oppurtunities that I can take? I want to go so bad. There are museums, and beautiful architecture, land scapes, and the historic things I will see. It would be amazing. But I am scared. Scared of dying, being mugged, ect. That stuff could happen anywhere. But I am scared of the plane. The chances are slim of one going down, but accidents happen. But the main reason, the reason that won't stop eating me is this: I'm in love. I found the dude who I want to spend the rest of my life with. I never get to see him, and when I do, our time is limited and so are our actions, due to well.... Many reasons. I haven't seen him in nearly 3 months. I miss him a crap load, and it hurts. Sometimes I feel like just breaking down and sobbing because I miss him. I'm sure you're probably throwing up/wanting to throw up by now. My point is, is that, it is going to hurt to be that far away someone like him. I've been far away from him too long, and I am surviving. Of course, I can survive without him distance/time wise. It won't kill me. I am a strong girl after all, despite the fact tha it hurts. It won't kill me though. But I am scared of dying overseas, and unable to see him before it happens. I haven't spent enough time with him. I haven't held him, kissed him long enough. What's worse though, is that i know it is going to hurt him, leaving the country for 18 days, more than it is me. That's what is eating at me the most. But the thing is, is that, rather he wants me to stay or not doesn't matter. I am going if I want to. I'm not letting anyone, not even the closest person to me, stop me from doing something this amazing. Something I have dreamed about. I'm so confused. But I know what I want, but I am confused. What I want is to experience something new. I want to see things that I have never seen before. I want to be in a completely new place, that is totally different than what I have ever seen before. I want to explore. Go on an adventure. I want to go to Europe. I don't want anyone to be sad or scared about that. I don't want to be scared. I'm confused. Someone give me advice, or something. Please.
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AHHH!!! [Feb. 23rd, 2007|07:26 am]
[Current Mood | awake]
[Current Music |YMCK - Dating]

I need to hurry to school, but first my boyfriend found this AWESOME band for me!!!!

They are called YMCK. It's 8-bit music and they are all Japanese and stuff, and it reminds me of Katamari music. But it's REALLY good.

GO YMCK, GO!


Even their music videos are 8-bit lookin'. It's so incredibly cute! So... Like go listen! (Yeah, It's myspace. Get over it, your not going to die.)

Enjoy!
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Buahaha!! [Feb. 20th, 2007|06:16 pm]
[Current Mood | amused]

I just got the best reply in WoW I have ever gotten.

Me: "Awesome! I just finished the quest, and again, thank you so much for helping me out. :)"

Seckzmuffinz: "lol np gl w/ that"

...

Makes me want to switch to a RP server again. XD AHHH!!!

Speaking of MMORPG's, my friend showed me this:

An Everquest story... VERY funny!!! )

I've never played, EQ, and don't plan to, but that was just TOO funny!!!!!
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Pokemon Ranger DS [Feb. 19th, 2007|09:57 pm]
So far this game has been great! I love the new change in catching pokemon, the new philosophy of the new region where catching pokemon for battling without winning their heart first is the worst thing ever. It's like Pokemon for PETA.The sprites in the game are totally cute, and I haven't loved Pikachu this much in a LONG time! Even the ugliest Pokemon mentionable were cute, thanks to the very well done sprites! And I am in love with the Ranger costumes. Cosplay, anyone? The game is fantastic, and I haven't had this much fun with Pokemon in quite a while. THOUGH, I am SICK of these stupid pointless puzzles the game has been throwing out randomly at me.

I have been so pissed off today, thanks to these puzzles. First of all that stupid engineer who just HAD to come with me - like I couldn't spot an ancient artifact part without him - into a jungle, where he is SCARED CRAPLESS of Bug Pokemon. There are Pokemon EVERYWHERE. Bug Pokemon, at that. And when the bug Pokemon would touch me, that was it. I had to start over from the START. Right from the beginning. And what made me even more angry was that this engineer APOLOGIZES TO ME, EVERYTIME he runs back to the entrance of the jungle. After him apologizing to me about 20 times, I didn't accept his apology once.

But now, something even worse than that has happened. I am in the Go-Rock Squad's secret hide out and there are blinking sensors on the ground pretty much everywhere. If you step on a sensor that is red, or are on a sensor and it blinks red, IT'S OVER. A Go-Rock member will walk up to you and escort you to the entrance, like you are some little 3 year old who escaped the pen. "Sneak into our base, will you? Out you go!" I was expecting a battle, at least! Don't just shoo me off!!! BATTLE ME!!!! I could pwn you easily with my Plusle and be RIGHT ON MY WAY! In fact, on my way deeper into their hide out, I would step on EVERY single one of those red sensors. And when the Go-Rock squad would come to say "No, no, no!" I would destroy them. But noooooooo. Pokemon only protect their friends if they are being attacked! Not if you are being put back into your crib by the Go-Rock Squad!! ARGH!!!!!

Anyways. I'm done ranting.
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Craving an Anime Convention [Feb. 19th, 2007|05:11 pm]
[Current Mood | cheerful]
[Current Music |3 inches of blood - halls of heros]

I really really really really want to go to an anime convention. Like... Soon. I want to try to make it to ACEN, but I really don't see that happening. I'm craving the costumes, the games, the viewing rooms, the mingling, the dealers rooms, the swag, the everything about an anime convention. But I can't find a SINGLE convention that is close to Little Rock. At all. Yeah, there are some in Texas, but Texas is just... SO BIG.

I've been thinking about cosplaying too. I can't really decide. I REALLY want to cosplay as Magi Pink from Mahou Sentai Magi Ranger. But I have no idea how I would go about making that stupid helmet.

Then there is always Ciel. I've been wanting to do her for a loooong time. .......Err. I mean COSPLAY as her. Yeah.



I love her outfit! Plus she is just belahrjekharjghdaksda COOL!!!!!

Then there is always Luna from Lunar Silver Star Story. She is a really good character, and has such a neat costume! Very colorful and shtuff. Then some of those new King of Fighters characters. Like the girl in the bee outfit, or with the frog mittens on. Totally weird!! But I love it!

Any suggestions on cosplays and conventions near Little Rock?

OMG THE WEATHER IS SOOOOO PURDY!!!!!!
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Amtgard, movies, and LJ drama about stupid girls! [Feb. 17th, 2007|02:48 pm]
I've been having a good time lately. Not sure why either. School has been really great too! I'm not sick anymore either. Well, I'm not 100%, but I am definitely getting there. I'll be able to go to Amtgard tomorrow! YAY! if I can I am going to go to the store and buy the mats for my tunic, sword and shield. MUAHAHA! I'M READY TO KICK SOME BARBARIAN BOOTY! Or be kicked in the booty by barbarians. Either way is fun.

My buddy Nick is in town for the weekend. He was going to move to Arizona, but decided not to so he is crashing with us for a while. We rented THREE movies last night and watched them all in a row, which is rare for me to do. But they were all good movies.

Rat Race, which I had not seen, was AWESOME. One of my favorites now, actually. I loved it! Then Saw III which was okay. I don't particularly like those movies, but they are pretty cool. It's worth seeing. Just not over and over again. I probably won't ever watch any of them again. The third movie is one of my favorites. Bean. Mr. Bean. The one where Bean goes to Los Angelas and defaces the Whistler's Mother painting. HEhEHEHE!! I love it! I had forgotten how much I loved Bean. He is definitely one of the funniest actors ever. Creepy Englishman!

Check out this awesome video:

I love technology. This is like the future, ya' know? Not that it is that high tech or anything, just different and futuristic looking. Very 2K.

Oh yeah. I totally got pissed at a live journal community today, and in the past week. It was supposed to be a "Riot Punk Rock Grrrl" community. But it's filled with a bunch of camera whores, who think they are better than everyone else. Without knowing this, I joined, filled in the application, and was immediately denied by the "Riot GRRRL" community. Bunch o' posers, if you ask me. Oh, I failed to mention, that this is a rating community. I posted my application without knowing it. It didn't say that it was a rating community ANYWHERE. Well, I was auto accepted by this rating community, since it is brand new. Several girls didn't want me in though. I continued being nice to them all, being my normal talkative/rambling self. Today, one girl did something which is called "challenging". It's basically a popularity contest. The most unnatractive girl loses, and gets kicked from the community. Which I wouldn't care if I got kicked, but that isn't the point. The point is, is that they are getting a bad label on punk rock/riot grrrls/3rd wave feminists, etc. They are making us look like attention whores, or something. When this girl challenged me because "Theres nothing interesting about her and I wouldnt enjoy reading what she has to say. She rambles too much about things that don't pertain to anything." , I got incredibly pissed off. Cause, I know it's also about the way I look and dress, and I don't think anyone would mention that bluntly. I, like anyone else, would have gotten pissed at that comment anyways. So in return, I said some really mean things.

What I said... )

I was pretty mean. In fact, I was pretty lame about it all. Besides the harsh insults, I meant all that I said. I apologized for the lame insults though. I was just sick and fed up with all this judgemental stuff. All these idiot girls who think they are better than everyone else just because of their looks. It's completely wrong. And un-cool, un-punk rock, un-riot grrrl, ect. They make me feel incredibly uncomfortable and like I am being attacked constantly. I wasn't trying to be dramatic at all. I wasn't dramatic before that girl decided to MAKE drama and challenge me. I still don't understand rating communities, and I never will. I will never understand girls.

I hate girls sometimes. Most of the time. 95% of the time. I need a real girlfriend. One that won't decide to de-friend me randomly, kinda like my old Florence High school girlfriends did.

I should have left that community as soon as I found out it was.
I hate hate hate unecessary drama on the internet. It's pointless and retarded.
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Sick/Amtgard/Bands/Homesick [Feb. 11th, 2007|11:25 pm]
[Current Mood | nostalgic]
[Current Music |Gitogito Hustler - Spherical Mass]

Being sick is terrible. I used to like being sick, mainly because I have always had someone to pet my face and make me soup. But unfortunately, I can do those things on my own now, now that I am 18. Stupid... Being 18! But hey! There are some advantages. I think...

I haven't been to amtgard in 3 weeks. I feel really nasty about it too. The reason why I haven't been going is because I have been sick! Plus it has been freezing cold. ALSO, I haven't made my costume for it either. Did I ever explain what Amtgard is? Well, if not, to make it short, Amtgard is a LARP (Live Action Role Play) where you take foam weapons and beat the crap out of each other! But there is a battle system to it. A really technical one too. You actually have to have strategy and all that to fight! As well as muscles, which I don't have at all. I don't have much strategy. Which is why I am level one. HA!

Oh yeah. I have been listening a lot lately to The Pink*Panda. It's a Japanese Riot Grrrl band, and they kick a lot of bunghole.



They are awesome live! Look at that! I swear, one day, I will be doing that. Check out the bass player too. Hehe. I need to learn how to make my bass guitar do a loop-dee-loop. Without... You know. Destroying stuff.

I've been uber homesick lately though. Been missing all of the rock n roll shows at The Black Owl and Rivertown. As well as my gamer buddies. I've had some amazing memories in Florence, but I had to move on. Sometimes I regret it though.

I have to get to bed now. I have school, and I can't miss. If I do, I won't be able to go see Dragonforce in Atlanta in March again. :(

Oh yeah. I bought some hair dye, and I am going to be a pink head again. :D

Now I am going to crash.
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Birthday + Christianity [Jan. 26th, 2007|12:44 am]
[Current Mood | content]

Today was my birthday! I had a fun time despite the fact that I had no friends to celebrate it with me. But I have my mom and my dad. And on your 18th birthday, what could be better than having only your mom and dad celebrate it with you? Nothing. Not even a million dollars. I'm sure some of you are thinking, "Yah right that's bs stupid girl yer too stingy for that". If you thought that, I hope you get abducted by aliens to where they brutally rape you with their probe thingy.

I will post more about my birthday adventure as well as share a few pictures with you.

Now for a semi rant about christianity. A very small rant.

Christians need to learn how to converse )

Has anyone read Tuesdays with Morrie?

Bedtime for me. G'nite.
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School! [Jan. 19th, 2007|04:27 pm]
I like school, I have friends, I'm still uber shy and I think people believe I am mute.

More on school later.

Now I must show you these videos.

Alien Engineering Part 1



Alien Engineering Part 2



DISCUSS! :D
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I want to see this movie SO BAD. [Jan. 15th, 2007|01:41 am]
[Current Mood | touched]




Boy: That spring, I met a lonely baby fox.
Boy: Do you miss your mom too?

Asst: You are so quiet, were you a pet?
Vet: *waves and claps*
Asst: She can't see or hear?
Vet: Just like Helen Keller.
Boy: Helen.

Based on a True Story

Vet: Dying may be best way.
Boy: You are really a doctor?
Boy: She can't drink, so she should die?

Boy: Mom!
Vet: How do you know Helen wants her mom?
Boy: Helen is just like me.

Boy: She's drinking!
Vet: He made me realise it again, every life should be lived to the fullest.

I will never forget that spring altogether

Boy: Please help Helen!
Vet: Helen keeps trying because you keep trying.

Helen, The Baby Fox!
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God I hate Inuyasha. [Jan. 10th, 2007|01:09 pm]
This fanart is just... So UNREAL.

While looking around on some art galleries I found THIS. I can't believe how twisted and demented fangirls are. I mean... GEEZ. I don't know what to say about it.

So to lighten the mood I will show you something that made me crack up. I don't know WHY it made me crack up, but I just think it is TOO funny!!!



HAHAHA!!
Okay. I am about to go enroll at Robinson now. I'm flippin' scared. I will also be going thrift store shopping too, for some new clothesies!

Oh yeah. I haven't talked about my Amtgard adventures have I? Well, I will do that later.

I'm the ultimate procrastinator.
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PLEEEASE NINTENDO! Dear god, PLEEASE DONT DO IT! [Jan. 5th, 2007|12:09 pm]
[Current Mood | aggravated]
[Current Music |THE PINK?PANDA - 17¥á¥í¥Ç¥£]

Why is it that EVERYTIME that I buy something from Nintendo, they release new colors, better versions, ect. If they make the DS Lite's screen bigger, I am going to MURDER SOMEONE.
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Little Rock Adventures.. and more art. :O [Jan. 4th, 2007|08:22 pm]
[Current Mood | grumpy]

Wowie. Today was awesome. First it started out terrible, but kept getting better and better!

First of all, I woke up and played around on the internet and did the daily morning rituals of checking livejournal, myspace, my email, forums, and deviantart. Then I looked in the mirror and realized THAT MY BANGS HAD CURLED and that my hair was HUGE. In order to have this certain haircut style, I have to take care of it with a straightening iron as well as some hairspray. I don't have either. :(

But the thing is, is that last night, I was invited by [info]love_potion9 (Chaka, a friend who lives in Little Rock whom I met on LJ!) to go to dinner with a bunch of her friends to Sekisui, a Japanese hibachi grill thingy. So I accepted! It was terrible though, cause I didn't want to go to a nice dinner looking like a uhhhhhhhhh person with poofy hair. Haha.

But later on, I got really depressed and cried a lot because I found out that I couldn't go to that magnet school. I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. I'm sick of crappy schools! I want something fancy with interesting people, and nice classes and stuff. I don't want to go to a school that smells like piss and where the sinks are OUTSIDE of the bathrooms. >_> Plus when I went to Robinson to check things out, there was a lot of commotion going on, and from what I heard, someone had threatened a bunch of people and was in some big trouble. I don't want to go to another Florence High School, to where I CONSTANTLY got made fun of and pushed around by black people, redneck boys, and preps. I hate stereotyping and judging, I'm not a racist, but I have had some terrible luck with stuff like that and do have the tendency to judge. So after being depressed, and calling my boyfriend and telling him that I miss him and all that, he cheered me up, but when I got off the phone with him it started back. Then mommy cheered me up. After that, we rushed over to Wal mart and got some hair supplies, rushed back and then, waited for time to pass to go to the dinner.

I haven't been that nervous in FOREVER. But, after listening to Power Quest I started to feel a lot better. Anyways, I finally arrived at Sekisui, and met up with Chaka and her boyfriend and we went in the restaurant to where her friends were waiting on us. They are all older than me. They are all super stylish, and pretty and funny! There were... Uhhh... *thinks* There were 7 there. Chaka, her boyfriend, uhh... I don't know if I can remember their names, I'm not even gonna try to. Hahaha. I was introduced to them, they all smiled and were all very polite to me! I was really surprised to how nice they all were. I feared that I would sit there and feel akward the entire time, but I was very comfortable around everyone. What I really liked about them is that, they don't leave anyone out, not even me! They all talked about lots of different things the entire time, and it never got boring. They are so funny too. Hehe. I giggled the majority of the time.

Oh yeah. Hibachi grills are AWESOME. The chef (Who was a very cute asian) did the fire thing RIGHT next to me and Chaka, and the fire blew up right in our faces. Chaka and I immediately scooted back screaming, it was hilarious! I was extremely jumpy (I had a bottle of sobe before I came in.. I think that's one of the reasons). Anyways! I ordered miso soup, a cucumber roll, and Tempura CHeesecake which was AMAZING. Not as good as Red bean ice cream though. This restaurant isn't as good as Edo of course. Nothing will top Edo (A Japanese restaurant in Madison, AL).

One funny incident with a waiter... He magically popped up beside me and said something in really broken engrish, and I yelled, "WHAT!?" He surprised me! I didn't mean to say that loudly. Haha. He was saying, "You ordered the cheesecake?" I was so embarrased.. I don't know if anyone noticed though.. I hope not. >.>;

Two of the girls play World of Warcraft, and that was really surprising! Made me very happy. I invited them to join me on Darrowmere a PvP server. I dunno if they will though. It'd be cool though. They all like anime too. In fact there is an anime club in Conway which is somewhere around Little Rock... I'm not sure where... Anyways. I wasn't really ready to leave, but I did leave on very good terms with everyone! One girl, who was from Florida, got my AIM. That was cool. Hehe. I was really surprised though. I guess I'm getting over my fear of being in large groups of people that I have never met. I mean.. That's a scary situation, but I smiled and was comfortable the entire time, and enjoyed myself thoroughly!

So that was my first big social interaction with people in Little Rock since I moved here this October! Hopefully not the last. Hahaha.

Hmm. So here is probably the coolest thing I have ever drawn/photoshopped:



I couldn't decide what color scheme I like best, so I just decided to put them all together. Hahaha.

I'm really proud of it. Hehe. *happiness*

Well, that's it for tonight.
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Deviantart [Jan. 3rd, 2007|09:55 pm]
[Current Mood | optimistic]
[Current Music |Yngwie Malmsteen - Icarus Dream Fanfare]

I finally made a Deviantart account. I have a lot of crap to upload there.

Anyways. I tried a new style of art... I really like it! I have 2 more in progress, hopefully they will turn out better than this one did.



Thoughts?

Also... Some things I have noticed about having bangs... Bangs are like goatees! Whenever I am thinking, I stroke them. Hmm. *strokes bangs* Interesting...

Oh. About school. I heard from a Little Rock resident that Robinson sucks. Then she told me about the school SHE went to. It's a magnet school called Parkview Arts/Science Magnet High School. Me and mum are going to call over there and see if I can go here. I pray that I can go... So... Please wish me good luck. I've been told so much about this school, and I wish that I was a freshman again for some reason. A freshman with responsibility and good grades going to Parkview. :(
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